I am trying to reset my sleeping schedule to “normal”. Mind you this is very difficult, since I always end up staying up late for some reason. Maybe I am a Vampire or something ![]()
“But Dimo!”, you say, “You dont have a job and dont really need to get up early, so what’s the deal?” Read on and I’ll tell you…
The problem is that the world is just not designed for Vampires. Actually, let me rephrase. Sweden is not designed for Vampires.
When I get up at 2pm, I’ve missed my chance to drop by the bank, by the time I am actually awake, I also missed my chance to make the important calls I needed to make last week, and I also missed the time of day when you dont need the lights on inside.
I also feel like the day is over before it begun, and I am tired by midnight. Darkness is not fun when its forced upon you by nature..heh
Plus on top of all that, I have clients and friends and parents that call me always between 9am and 2pm, thus I can never actually sleep those last 3-5 hours and it never feels like I had a good night’s sleep. Bleh.
On the other hand, it’s no fun going to bed early, and I feel like I am missing out on something. It’s like when you think you should go do something because something good might happen, but in the end, nothing good ever does come from it… heh Damn it all to hell.
So I’ve decided to waste all of today to get my day in order. I stayed up until like 10am today, then I fell asleep. My plan was to stay up all day, and it might seem like the plan failed, but actually I think it worked. I feel like sleeping, and I shall. I slept really bad all day, so I am pretty tired.
Due to crazy price differences for games in the USA and Sweden, I’ve decided to sell my GBA. I can not bring myself to pay 599kr (US$79.99) for a Gameboy game, when the same game costs US$34 (255kr) in the states. Is that not totally sick? I say fuck it.
Although I am not losing any money on this, since I payed only about 1000kr for the gameboy and final fantasy tactics, and sold it for 1200, I am satisified. I’ll buy a new gameboy when I feel there is a new game I really wanna play. I don’t like owning stuff that just loses value with every day.
Time to sleep. Hopefully I’ll be able to maintain this normal schedule at least until I get my life in order. (I’ve heard myself think that before!!! heh)